i have da hots for ___

2010-01-28T08:02:00.000-08:00

To Dar.

This is hub, I love u. There's nothing more than this 3 words. These 3 words are easy to say but hard to comprehend what it really means to carry out.

But during my 7 months with u, i've understood what it really means to be with u, to love u.

What i want,maybe a camera, new clothes, bags, mac, video cam, but these will not be replaced for the love i have for u. Do u think that if u don't have the money to buy what i want for me, i will get angry? If it is, it means i dun love u that much. Well i don't ask much from u, i just need u, and ur presence.

Dear, a camera, i can buy it myself, and i dun wanna u buy it for me, cus u dont know what i want, and its too expensive. Your words can be the best present for me, and ur presence can keep me for the rest of my life.
I love u, and dont spend too much on my clothes and stuff, we still need to execute our dream, our home, our future. I love u. And i do.

I won't leave u, and i promise to get u a cam instead of u getting me one :)

2010-01-15T07:04:00.000-08:00

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.

And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises.

And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child.

And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to leave you flowers.

veronica shoftsall

2009-11-10T23:34:00.000-08:00

My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame-it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense in playing games, when you done all you can do.

heart or mind? idk anymore..

For my dear :)

2009-11-05T07:12:00.000-08:00

Darling. By right you're in KL now.

I miss u so much. Words just cannot describe how much i love u. Although you're not with me, but your soul is with me, our memories together is with me. I love u.

PS: never leave me alright? Together we'll work hard to prove everything to your mum. Love u.

2009-10-17T09:15:00.000-07:00

Hello! H finally uploaded all the outdated pics onto my blog.I'm sure there are tons more in his dslr. Pic above is prolly a hint from him for me to credit him for the pics.

2-3 weeks ago,

H surprised me w a small bouquet. Not my fav but, still love it :) Its now drying in my room. Of cos, we had to take pics of us w flowers but most of it failed cos he's too tall n i was in flats.

And, the below is the most outdated one. After a long day at work we decided to chill at Cold Storage Specialty w grilled sausages n choco milk :)

One of the many times H sent me home :)
Pic is prolly a month old already

Anyway, i got the biggest shock of my life when mid way thru dinner, Bro suddenly enquired bout H. n, H was so happy that he was ready to travel down to wdlands to meet bro. anyway, Deepavali pics are up on FB so i wont bother uploading here. :D

Hope u guys had a great holiday too!

2009-09-27T06:07:00.000-07:00

Finally got the time to blog :)a weird pic of me to tickle your sadistic desires :)

And of course, i have outdated pics. Prolly 2-3 weeks old. So, one day after chicken rice, H threw my bag n his DSLR into my hands n promptly ran into Orchard tower leaving me confused.

He came out beaming with a rose! lol..imagine my shock. So i planted it into my cute bag and took pics of it.

This was me at the bus stop laughing at some idiots. Shall not elaborate.

& of cos, classic pose of me trying to get a whiff of the rose but bursting out in laughter when H pressed the shutter.

Back to recent times. I got a haircut. Bangs again :| no more clipping up fringe! No more fretting when i lose my pin! (side track: H i want my pin! find it asap) and best of all..NO MORE HAIR POKING ME IN MY EYES.

2009-09-04T10:49:00.000-07:00

This is wayne again. I will upload the pics my bimbotic girl, which is the owner of this blog have taken some pictures using my cute DSLR :) soon.

The reason i came again is because i wanna post something that is for my girl alone.

This song dedicated to you.

if i had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
you i see forever oh so clearly
i might have been in love before
but i've never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

if the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have to change a thing
i love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

Times we have been through together.

Hope our bond grows stronger and stronger till even a needle can't even penetrate through our bond.

i love u :)

2009-08-31T00:57:00.000-07:00

Hi this is hacker wayne :)

HACK HERE TO TELL U HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU3333333333333333333333333333 :)

2009-08-26T00:10:00.000-07:00

I've started to dread rainy days.

P/S It felt like 3 years ago all over again last night

2009-08-15T07:06:00.001-07:00

What more could i ask for?
A day well spent with 2 of my loves.

Maria

Fiddling with H's Dslr,crapping,laughing at well overused jokes,girl talk w El & the warm fuzzy feeling of content.

Will blog more once H sends me the tonne of pics we took :)

Most human beings have an almost infinite capacity for taking things for granted-Aldous Huxley

2009-08-02T05:32:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Woke up to the incessant vibration from phone. I pressed snooze n i heard loads of noises n then someone frantically said "HELLO?!". Pressed phone against ear n the weirdo went "HELLO HELLO HELLO!! CAN U HEAR ME?!". Looked at phone then i snapped at weirdo and said something along the lines of "URGH!! WHAT DO U WANT FROM ME?! I SMS U LATER LA"
Woke up 10 mins later, checked phone n realised it was Hub. Oops? :P

Met him at Lakeside & started the mad rush to work. As usual, he was obsessed with calling me a bimbo & started tugging at my hair. Then, on the bus, i tripped over myself. His first reaction? "Hahaha! Bimbo"

TSK! at least act a lil concerned luh..so insensitive =x

Went over to Chong Pang to get lunch before heading to Hub's.

Played with his cute lil nephew for a few minutes.

A lil Loving while waiting for him

new dress :D

Hub, walked in right after i took this pic n he went, "How come u take without me?"
anyway, its time to clean ur mirror!!

This was when he was rambling on and on bout something. No idea what cos i wasnt listening.

Talked to his mum briefly before leaving for home. Quite harrowing..omg

Parrot!!

2009-07-23T02:53:00.000-07:00

edited

A New Pet?

"Vanessa says: (1:46:38 AM)

:) or we could get a parrot & name him ah huat!

Vanessa says: (1:46:49 AM)

teach him to speak singlish & hokkien

Vanessa says: (1:47:21 AM)

then when u look at him he'll go "le kua simi?!"

Vanessa says: (1:47:25 AM)

LMAO

Vanessa says: (1:47:31 AM)
DAMN FUNNY i tell you

wayne- says: (1:47:55 AM)

LOL

wayne- says: (1:47:56 AM)

HAHAHA

wayne- says: (1:48:10 AM)

i think i'll give u a slap if u teach the parrot that

Vanessa says: (1:48:17 AM)

whyyyyyyyyy

wayne- says: (1:48:31 AM)

because imagine at night

wayne- says: (1:48:48 AM)

then parrot goes kua simi how

wayne- says: (1:48:54 AM)

it will be annoying

Vanessa says: (1:49:33 AM)

but at night no one want to kua him what

Vanessa says: (1:49:45 AM)

but not bad, he can ward off potential robbers

wayne- says: (1:49:52 AM)

haaha yes

wayne- says: (1:49:59 AM)

i will then give u 10 kisses

wayne- says: (1:50:00 AM)

hahaha

wayne- says: (1:50:11 AM)

teach him

wayne- says: (1:50:16 AM)

police police"

Tsk tsk tsk! The things i do when im bored at work

2009-07-22T06:48:00.000-07:00

Post solely meant for my memory since its failing already :)

The day Hub suprised me with Ikea Meatballs outside office.
Was whining bout how i was craving for it. Who knew he'd really make a trip down to get it for me.
Aww :)

The Day hub thrusted this in my face.
Was a pleasant shock :) Would have squealed if i wasnt recovering from a bad bout of the flu.
But, i treated him to super soft squealing & a huge goofy grin for the rest of the night.

And of course TODAY! the actual monthsary.
Highlights were him waking up at 5.30am just to come to Jurong to send me to work, Haagen Daaz cookies smth ice cream from me & also a bar of chocolate.
Chilled at Cold Storage Specialty store.
They had this al-fresco thing going on with outdoor chairs & tables.

Super intimate & Cosy especially with the green surroundings :)

Self Loving with MY cam(& u call me a narcissist)

Had to join in when i got back ;)

The Haagen Daz i bought him with my healthier choice of Yogurt (L)

& Of cos, since its MY cam i have to Love me too

note to hub: A/S/M mode sucks big time! refer to pic above *rolls eyes*

End with a Pic of him enjoying his Haagen Daz :D

p/s. many more monthsaries to come yea.
ilu

2009-07-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

I gotta blog more! Too many pics accumulating :(

Anyway, Hub sent me to work today! had breakfast in TSC then he went back to change while i got my ass off to working. Botanic Gardens after work with hub :)
Grabbed a bite at McD before walking over.

my new pretty dress! made hub take a pic of it for me while waiting for light to change :D

Of cos, we have to camwhore on the way to bot gardens also so..

Oh, the first thing he said when we stepped into the swan lake(?)

Hub: Are those real?
Me: OH NO..they're actually wound up by human hands
H: Oh..no wonder! i thought they were real
Me: *Looks at him hard* uh..They ARE real.

Camwhore somemore..

i (L) the headband!

I wish i could take super nice pictures of flowers like him (refer below)

Walked over to the shaded picnic area to relax and watch the world go by.

Lil droplets of Perspiration.
He decided to take unglam pics of me while i was calling/sms-ing Elsie

Then, i spotted squirrels so i was complaining to Hub bout how they arent as cute & fat as they used to be. Prolly affected by recession too. Poor things!

Made him take a pic of the semi cute squirrel while i took pics of him from the back ;)

Talked a bit more and then made our way to Tanglin Mall cos, Vanessa desperately needed to relax under air-con!

Slacked a while more n then made our way to Wisma. Supposedly to shop but, i had no mood to. Sick of Orchard alr.

I miss Vivo! OMGoodness

Anyway, Hub sent me to meet parents after that.

Will blog again tmr bout the surprise he gave me

<3-ed

2009-07-06T06:53:00.001-07:00

I'm so so so so tired from the work routine. Work's great but..i hate the routine im stuck in. Anyway, my days have been more fun filled since hub has taken to sending me home everyday after work. and, that ass has started calling me a bimbo cos i uh..couldnt locate where my memory card is on my camera.
*ahem*

Anyway, I have loads of overdue pics will start from the ones i liked best from Sat.
The original plan was lunch at mad jack's before heading over to his place but, we just hopped on over to his and had KFC instead. The perks of dating a student = cheaper food lol! Well, we watched Grey's Anatomy while lunching-at least i did.
Hub was busy planning an evil attack on me. Think loads of tickling and squealing. Well, we mrt-ed & Bus-ed home with me filling up forms on his Macbook while he grumbled into my ear about being ignored.

Busy..typing while someone happily camwhores *coughs*

After many flashes i decided to indulge him with one pic

Well, back to today. We went to Mac at the Forum to slack for a while. Took loads of pics till the aunty working there smiled at us. Omgoodness!

Here's the one i loved most,

Anyway, we took 502 back till j.west to print some pics n
then he sent me home.
thanks for everything hub. Sending me home w/o fail every night,skipping sch to get me new slippers when it broke,calling to make sure i'm fine, making sure i wont be bored by loaning ur PSP to me ( i <3 Blokus!), and for always indulging in my princessy tempers n desires w/o complaining.

note to self:need. to. trim. fringe.

Later~ someone's texting me incessantly!

2009-06-06T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hello!
I've been super busy with work the past week. Was over at the gss expo in suntec for a few days then came back to office to continue with my advertising n promotions.

OH! speaking of GSS expo in suntec,
Last Saturday after work, Alan was supposed to come pick me up after work but his dad dropped by at his place so i said i'll just cab over. At the Taxi Stand, i was listening to my music, earphones blasting etc.Then i heard tiny murmurings n everyone was looking back so, i took out my earphones n turned back. Saw a bloody drunkard yelling the top of his voice. So i just rolled my eyes n listened to my music again. Less than 5 mins later he's in front of me mumbling something. Unplugged earphones again n heard him cursing some indian girl for leaving him.
MY GOD! if she left you it means there's something wrong with you! Why come over n yell at me?!
Assh*le.
Mind you, it was 3 in the afternoon at suntec mall k?! WTF is wrong with these people!

K, i'm done ranting bout last sat. Spent it over at Alan's playing with his dogs and..hmm cant remember anything else. Oh well~
Today was supposed to be BF day too but he had to go to indonesia urgently so, i drowned myself in work.
ps. i didnt hang up cos i was angry.i didnt want you to hear me cry :)

Took 502 home after work today. So, This lady came n sat down beside me n promptly fell asleep as soon as her butt hit the seat. 10 mins later her hair was all over me n i was squeezed up against the window. You get the idea luh..i had to elbow her at least a thousand times to make her get off me.

Well, at least work is very entertaining now. I've got a new colleague who's so much fun! =D I promise to update with a ton of pics soon!

2009-05-23T06:37:00.000-07:00

Hello! Today was a pretty great day for me :) mainly cos it's Saturday which also means, time spent with Alan!

Went to work in the morning at the new Slimming Salon in Joo Chiat. Grand Opening!(pics will be uploaded to facebook)

Anyway, thanks to Ryan, i managed to reach the Salon in time :)
Chicken Rice for lunch at J.C Rd.
Harrowing experience during lunch. We were all enjoying the cheap chicken rice when, a bird decided to poop on Jas's hand. So Disgusted man! we shifted table and every 1 min one of us would look up to see if there's a bird above us. lol..15 long minutes later, everyone else was also looking up.
We passed the paranoia on to all the other patrons in the coffeeshop.

After lunch, took some photos of the Salon, talked to some of them n then left to meet Alan at J.C community centre. He picked me up in the cab and off we went to his parent's place. Was stuffed with more good food there. Sat down for a while n then cabbed back to his place.

The new dog is so adorable now! minus the fact that it goes into a licking frenzy whenever i touch it. Both dogs were taking turns to jump around me and i was so afraid i'd trip over them that i just stood rooted at the gate waiting for them to lose interest in me.

Apparently, i'm super interesting. go figure

So moving along, watched some TV, fell asleep mid way n was woken up by Alan's phone. Busy man.

Changed into his clothes and cabbed over to Hougang Mall for dinner cos i didn't want to have duck. Went there with the intention of having Japanese food but i took one look at the rotating thingy n dragged Alan over to Cafe Cartel instead lol.
IDK why but the rotating thingy scares me

Shopped around HG Mall for a while more before cabbing back home. oh! i fell in love with the LG Cookie n Arena. Looks pretty :D

Played with doggies a while more then changed n left for home.

I absolutely adore days like these =D

ps. pics will be posted on a later date i think :)

2009-05-19T19:45:00.000-07:00

Two Days ago,

I was in a hurry to meet someone and i was getting late.

As the lift came i just went down n decided to use the toilet in the first floor.

I checked myself out in the mirror while walking into the toilet, thinking to myself-"my waist looks slimmer now".

I turned to my left n wondered,

"wow..how come they have urinals in the female toilet now"

Took me a good 5 seconds to realise i was in the guy's toilet.

I screamed n rushed into the female toilet(next door) hoping no one saw me.

I think the Security Guard saw me though cos he was chuckling to himself *rolls eyes*

k..on to something more outdated,

I went to the pet farm at Pasir Ris on sat!

Saw loads of cute doggies. Didn't take pics though cos my hands were full. Was carrying Alan's phones and i'm super happy cos i can play Bejeweled on his Iphone while i'm out too!

YAY ME!

I want a Golden Retriever for my birthday :(

2009-05-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

Dad: Pass me the cholesterol

me: huh? oh..coleslaw

2009-04-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

Hello! It's a monday and as usual, i ran into a weirdo while on the way to work.

How the weirdo looks like-
1. Skinny
2. Unkempt, untidy
3. Idiotic
4. Has the permanent sotong look plastered to his face

How i identified him-

1. Permanent Sotong look
2. Walks too fast as if there's a tsunami behind him
3. Thinks i should give way to him

He banged into me n i nearly fell. Ba*tard! If i wasn't late i would have smacked him on the back!
If i see him tmr i'm so gonna trip him!

Anyway, i was early to work today. Work was slow, uneventful.

Lunch was <3!
Met Alan and we had california pizza at forum!
Told him bout the weirdo n his immediate reply:

See la! Ask u to eat more already!
Me: lol..what if i become fat?!
A: nevermind one what!

haha this conversation happens on a daily basis.

He's adorable la! He bought me 2 exact same jackets cos he's not sure which colour i'd like

It fits two of me!
Think its his strategy of making me fat.
Won't work dear! :P

Anyway, its super comfy and warm! me like~ :D thanks

Work tmr! i cant wait =D

ps. check xy's blog for post on outing! she has much more patience than me in uploading n sorting pics haha!

2009-04-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm employed as a marketing assistant and i absolutely love my job! n its partly cos i can shop in orchard during lunch =x Anyway, will blog about my week

Monday: First day of work- went back to school to sign some documents and, off to work. Well, i had nothing to do till after lunch time. Then, i was briefed on the website i had to complete and oversee cos the graphic designer was a lil slow. But anyway, day passed pretty smoothly.Travelling home was a torture! peak hour, orchard rd. I'm sure u guys get it luh.

Tuesday: Busy day at work working on the webbie! Lunchtime was ard 3. The food downstairs is cheap n pretty good.

Wednesday: A lil bit more relaxed cos G.D was starting to see where i was coming from. And! guess who lunched with me?! haha! had lunch at tanglin mall with Alan. By the time i got back to the office my feet were sobbing uncontrollably ;) Damn the new high, covered toed heels!

Thursday n Friday: Pretty much a blur

Saturday: Ended work at 1 and met xy! pretty good day except, i have loads of blisters and i have achy feet :(
Will upload the pics asap!

sorry babe :D

2009-04-14T07:52:00.000-07:00

The other day at Alan's, we went back to his place after lunch. He said he had to go out for a while so i said ok n promptly started playing Bejeweled on Facebook. Heard him rummaging and going through stuff outside so i assumed he was feeding Ricky.
Then he came in with a paper bag which contained this

A: "I bought for u. duno whether u'll like it"

Although its a little too strong for me, its ok.
It's the thought that counts.
I'm happy u remembered :)
Thanks dear

NOW,

What should i wear tmr?!

:P

ps: i'm loving my new headbands!

2009-04-08T04:30:00.000-07:00

KL was fantastic n i helped in Malaysia's economic growth by a few thousand RM.
Anyway, will be uploading all the pics onto facebook cos blogger is too time consuming. Highlights in Malaysia included my first tamil midnight movie at..1 utama! It's my current fav mall in KL. Bigger than vivo. And, every shop there was having sales for the F1. Best of all, my favourite shops are all in the same level. F21, warehouse, Miss Selfridge, Topshop are virtually next to each other!! The trip to KL was pretty quiet but the trip back was !@#!@#!!!. The coach was packed and, my luggage was too heavy for me =/ My Loots include a green oversized bag and a brown leather bag with gold zippers! me love :D oh! and loads of accessories, sarees and the usual-clothes.

Reached Sg around 9pm on Monday. Came back home to prepare for my interview which was yesterday. Interview went pretty well i guess. But until i get called up, its still a ? :)

Cabbed over to Alan's after that. Oh, highlight of the day was, i went down to lunch in his clothes cos he didn't want me to dirty my outfit :D. Think baggy capris lol. Spent half my time playing bejweled on his lappie and a quarter of the time being harassed by Ricky,his dog.
Oh! and i finally got to catch up with Kalai!! Good luck for your exams babe!!
Cabbed back home while Alan went to work :(

I spent last night folding my new clothes and emptying my luggage. Woke up this afternoon to 3 sms-es lol. Headed out to pay the bills. Another mundane day in Singapore. sigh

I've got bangs again.

oh! notice difference in image quality? the first pic was with my new camera-10.1 mgp i think!
(renewed passion to snap random pictures of me and things around me)
and the other one was with phone cam.

Till next time!

i miss you :)

2009-03-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

You think money and love are equally important. You have an interest in many things in life, and work hard to ensure that you maintain a healthy balance between work, play and love. However, you tend to be unable to decide on what you really want to do with your life. You wouldn't dream of leaving your loved one for one or two million dollars, but you would have to reconsider if the offer rose to 100 million dollars.

So true :)

try it on http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test93.aspx

update : i miss those lazy afternoons where we'd do nothing but watch tv with me lying on his chest while pretending to be interested when i'm really not into horror flicks n documentaries.
boohoo! come back from indo fast pls :(

p/s: im gonna book the coach tmr! HELLO shopping spree!! :D

2009-03-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies,
You can look me in the eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

2009-03-18T07:11:00.000-07:00

Love my new dress?! :)
i HAD to celebrate by shopping. So..went to Orchard and got myself 2 dresses and a new top. and, while i was at it, i fell in love with a DKNY skirt which costs $200.
Was really adamant on getting it. But, as i was on my way home, i thought about it and realised that i would feel stupid for paying $200 for a super nice, flouncy, hot pink skirt. :(
Contradicting eh?
Told Alan about it n he went, $200 ok what! not expensive
me: tsk! for u it isn't luh *rolls eyes*

Oh well, on to something more recent! Today, my beanie got to see sunlight again! It was damn hot today though. I could actually feel myself burning.
Oh! KL trip's confirmed! Went out just now to get toiletries for the trip.

Pictures are arranged in order of sanity ;)

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Someone on my facebook has a fetish for all things strawberry. Fyi, its a guy. No im not stereotyping :D

I miss waking up at an ungodly hour(9am) to go to sch

2009-03-10T05:14:00.002-07:00

CELEBRATE

Woohoo! time to celebrate because! i just completed my last exam for my diploma today. YAY me! No more late nights, no more rushing like crazy to meet deadlines and best of all, no more waking up at ungodly hours(only for the next 1 month or so) .
But, i'm still sad cos i wont get to ogle at my hot teacher anymore :(
Anyway! the exam was EASY! I waltzed out of the exam hall 1 hour into the exam. Waited for elsea at the canteen. Poor girl brought her luggage but forgot her passport so..took a cab down to hougang together.

[pic was supposed to be here but blogger's being a b****]

She got off at the mrt station while i went to Alan's. He's bent on feeding me till i get fat again lol! the funniest phrase i heard from him today was,

"how come u with me still can become skinnier and skinnier?"

lol. Cabbed home around 4+ n still got the surcharge. *rolls eyes*

Will blog again! i'm off to waste my time on facebook :D

Snap out of it!

2009-03-04T05:34:00.000-08:00

I was reading about advertising on facebook when, i started dreaming.
No, i don't know what i was dreaming of.
I only snapped out of it when someone nudged me on msn.

God bless people like me with the memory capability like that of a goldfish and an attention span of a squirrel.

someone say AWW!

Back to advertising :)

Another day wasted

2009-03-02T00:18:00.000-08:00

TYVM it admin =/ wtf.

tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.tmr will be better.

ignore my colorful language today. i seriously need to go shopping to de-stress.

IMUL :(

Lovebug be gone!

2009-02-13T03:58:00.000-08:00

On MSN

i just want to say that i love you says:
Hi my dreamy girl. Been waiting for you to sms. Guess we are not meant to be together

Vanessa says:
Lol hi! yea..been busy. anw, good luck with your gf

i just want to say that i love you says:
What gf?

Vanessa says:
The one you want to say i love u to?

i just want to say that i love you says:
You la! i want to tell u i love u

Vanessa says:
oh..uh..thanks

lol..anw Happy Valentine's Day in advance people!

ps: pardon the lack of pics. My HP is enjoying the cool night breeze near my bedroom window and my lazy bone is currently active :D

2009-02-02T06:15:00.000-08:00

On facebook a while ago

Kalai stoned at his essay assignment for 5 mins, woke up, did a word count and stoned again. As far as he knows, the cycle repeated three times

me: Join the club! I stoned,slept and counted 3 times before i finally understood that the topic was too deep for me. LOL im such a meanie

Kalai: Eh Nessa you worse sia. Sleep all somemore! One week and counting down la for your marketing assignment. Stop looking at weirdos that seem to conviniently appear around you and focus=p hahaha!

me: *pouts* Don't remind me.
Maybe i can do it at bf's place and then when teacher asks me where's my assignment i can say..OH! sorry tcher, my bf's dog ate some of it. I pulled my assignment from his salivating fangs but it flew and landed in the hamster habitat. I wanted to retrieve it but they showed me their puny lil fists while squeaking so i backed away *teary eyed*
LOL! not bad right?!

Kalai: Yup i'm sure la Nessa i'm sure=p hahahaha dog+hamster+ong bak. But you win the award for most creative excuse la. Hate to break it to you la but you got no choice but to complete it. There there. You can do this. hahaha

LOL..i should try out that excuse one day ;)

2009-01-29T05:16:00.000-08:00

GRR..
I'm super pissed cos!
My darn lecturer from last module has just sent me an email saying i have to do a case study on a dumb topic she picked out. N! its due on 9 feb. WTF! My module finished last year n now she gives us an assignment?! WTH is wrong with her?!!!

2009-01-28T03:34:00.000-08:00

Just got back from Alan's not long ago. Skipped tutorial cos..i was lazy to travel back to sch. Anyway today's the post on all my outdated pics. There's a lot more but no time :) gotta get back to assignment

On being random: I love his sexy back lol!

Meet Ricky! Alan's dog. It's hobbies used to include sniffing my feet,growling at me,barking real loud to scare me and also chasing me around in circles. I feel pathetic,Being bullied by a dog lol. Anw! i made friends with Ricky today. Alan came out n went

A: not scared it bite u?
me: laughs
then..he saw me patting ricky
A: WAH! now best friends alr ah

Elsea and me :D I miss her luh..she went back to batam for CNY

Adeline n me at Daiso i think.

Us at one of the boutiques in Vivo

BYE~ back to the media biz assignment :)

2009-01-26T21:13:00.000-08:00

I'm busy busy busy. Just decided to start on my assignment(media biz) after researching like crazy.
Will blog soon! :D

*edited*

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Looked down on You have a very high self image. You're the kind of person that loves being in the center of attention. You're very outgoing, and outspoken. You also always have to look you're best. Whether going out, or just hanging out with the girls if you're not looking great you're not happy. You're a natural born leader, and love when people look up to you. You're worst fear is that someone won't like you, or look up to you. If someone criticized or critiqued you to the point that people stopped wanting to hang around you, or began thinking less of you that would be your worst nightmare. You secretly really want to be liked, respected and appreciated by others. A good way to make sure that people have a positive view of you is to consider their thoughts and feelings also.
Where Your life is Going
Being Alone
Commitment
Disappointment
Losing Someone
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Now u know why i'm always perfecting assignments

2009-01-21T03:49:00.001-08:00

I just lost my train of thought.
Alan got bitten by something last wed when he went diving. He's been in hospital since n didn't want me to see him till today. He says he's fine but..
:(

will blog about something happier soon

same place,same time

2009-01-16T04:11:00.000-08:00

Best pics of yesterday. Loads of nice pics but..i'm not in much of a mood to relate everything. Tmr yea :D

Elsea n me at Daiso in vivo trying on hats

On the way home with Adeline

i miss you

2009-01-14T04:47:00.000-08:00

REUNION OF THE LAUGHING CELLS + 2 extras :P

I woke my lazy self up at 6+ am. Bathed n sms-ed Xin Yi. Prepared and headed out to JE to meet up with Xin Yi and Fir to go to RP. I was the earliest so i stood at the most prominent spot in front of popular.
Anw, we waited for Xin Yi to walk over from JB and then started our trip to RP.

Best pic of day :D

While we waited for 169 at wdlands

So fir called Wen yang when we got to RP. Had brunch at their air conditioned food court. Food was ok luh..

After Brunch

Them acting all touristy
tsk! grow up luh fir! =x

Cam-whoring in the "clean" air conditioned toilet

Laughing Cells :D

These are the pics from Newater trip.
Watching a Clip. Duno what was it about cos i wasnt interested :)

Our guide for the day

Glass panel filled with Newater

Wen Yang claims it looks like i'm in some kind of club

Mm..think this is the first step of processing Newater or is it the second. I duno la! wasn't paying attention. Just act like tourist snap n snap pics lol

The last clip we watched before we got to see the glorious light

Finally! Light =/ i crack myself up sometimes

Adeline n me under the scorching sun

My fav pic of the day.

On our way back to school :) she's so cute luh!

:) Today was ok. Could have been better cos hot teacher pushed forward tutorial to tmr which means i cant skip sch on friday! *teary eyed* and..Alan will be out diving tmr :(
but! on the bright side!
Gonna go to botak jones for lunch with schmates :D and i wont have to wake up so early! YAY ME
Will blog again tmr.

2009-01-10T03:20:00.000-08:00

you know its over when i stop smiling

2009-01-09T04:33:00.000-08:00

Today was so NOT my day

woke up early for the trip to Newater.

On the mrt a man came up and started to play his ringtones. lol and funny part was..he played a ringtone and immediately put the phone to his ear n went hello! im on the mrt now i call u later. *rolls eyes* Then he put his phone high up in the air and started sms-ing,making sure everyone could see what he typed.
This is not the bad part..bad part was when he deliberately put his hands on mine.
HELLO!! the handlebar on mrts are freaking long n that one was empty. I was one of the 2 persons with my hand on it. Freaking disgusting i tell u. First time ok,maybe was an accident.
But he did it thrice!!

Anyway..

Trip to Newater was fun cos i made new friends! will post pics tmr i think :D

So after that went to TB plaza for lunch with Adeline(new friend) n then trained to Alan's. Left to cab home ard 5.30 cos i wasnt feeling well.
While waiting for cab, i was sitting at the void deck with Alan.
A semi retarded looking man walked towards us. He removed his top while staring at me. My eyes died. Then he started doing something weird. Don't ask me what. I'm traumatised.

Alan: This guy want to kena hammer like f---.

Weirdo got up n walked off in 2 seconds.

WTH la. 2 unlucky incidents in a day.

:(

looking forward to meet up with xy n fir the lame!

2009-01-05T03:37:00.001-08:00

My New Year Resolutions

1. Stop ogling at my teacher during lessons. Who am i kidding?! he's freaking hot and is into music n plays actively in a band! I think i'll just ogle at him lesser this year instead and pay more attn during lectures

2. Shop till i drop

3. Save up? hmm..i'll try my hardest but no promises ( to make me feel better when i look back at post during end of 09 and realise i didn't save haha! )

4. Be early for lectures

5. Stop biting my nails

6. Go down to 55kg! (another 9 more kgs yay me!)

7. Practice keyboard at least 30mins a day

I'm starting sch on wednesday! and i'm waking up freaking early to cab over to Alan's and then to sch at 12+.
will blog again soon~

2008-12-29T20:39:00.000-08:00

i should really blog about xmas and the mysterious vanishing wine bottle but!! tmr la lol

something funny dad said.

bangla man on bus was talking on handphone loudly in the bus

dad: WAH! he talks with no full stop or comma. I want to learn to talk like that also

lol..so true

another funny thing the cute lil 3 yr old kid in church said.

emm: mum! what you doing?

his mum: giving the girl some biscuits

emm looks at her suspiciously then said : whose is it?

his mum: not yours

emm arches his brow and said: really? looks alot like mine

n i was laughing like mad. he's so cute! a 3 yr old looking at someone suspiciously and then arching his brow? classic!!
n yes the pack of biscuits was his lol

2008-12-16T06:12:00.000-08:00

AIMLESS POST (again)

Full Name: S.Vanessa

Hospital where you were born: NUH

Where are you now: In my study room where i'm supposed to be studying for my exam on friday

Race: Indian

Eye Color: Currently Brown will be green sometime next year. YAY ME! haha

Hair Color: Black

Piercings: Only 1. I'm boring and unadventurous so kill me :)

Tattoos: None. I'm boring and unadventurous so kill me :)

Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes

Favorites

Type of Pizza: Anything with chicken is good

Color: I like every colour

Day of the year: Jan 1, Dec 3, Dec 25 and 31

Food: I love italian food

Sport: uh..volleyball i guess

Vacation Spot: ...

Season: Bah! what season?! its either hot,burning,cold,warm or humid in sg

Restaurant: hmm..Don't have any favourites yet

Candy: ..

Letter: V! i'm obsessed with myself i know

This or That

Sprite or 7-up: Sprite

Boxers or Briefs: lol

Gold or Silver: Gold

Flowers or Candy: Flowers

Book or Magazine: Book

Chocolate or Vanilla: I love both :(

Dogs or Cats: Dogs! Cats are scary

Skim or 2 percent milk: uh?

Black or White: White

Rock or Rap: Rock

Hot tea or Iced tea: Iced tea

Sing or Dance: Sing

Glass half empty or half full: Half full

Colored pencils or Markers: Colored pencils

Coffee or Tea: Coffee

Sun or Moon: Sun

Day or Night: Day

Hot or Cold: Cold

Jeans or Shorts: Jeans

McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds

Romantic comedy or Thriller: Hmm, for now it'd be Thriller

Peanut butter or Jelly: Peanut Butter

Waffles or Pancakes: Waffles! Chocolate ones please

Letter or Email: Email

Pizza or Burgers: Burgers

Soccer or Football: Neither. Too much testosterone isn't good

Iceskating or Rollerblading: Rollerblading

Movie at home or In theater: At home! i can pause for toilet breaks and to grab more pop corns. No D.O.M* and smelly feet.

Boys or Toys: haha

Great family or great career: Great career

Music or TV: TV

Smart guy or Romantic guy: Hmm..if he's smart he'd know he has to be a little romantic :)

First thing that comes to mind

Clowns: Red nose and yellow hair. White pasty face

Yellow: Clown

Red lipstick: Hooker

Socks: Exercise

Greenland: Grass

Iceland: North Pole! lol don't ask me why

Harry potter: blah

Red: Strawberries

Strawberry: Bowl of it

Rose: A bouquet

Rooster: Farms

Taxes: Lesser cash for shopping

Memory: Short term

Whipped cream: Sinful

Beer: Pot belly

Lollipops: Colorful

Dreams: A weird array of colours

Love: :)

Guys: its raining men~

South park: hoodie

Boy bands: blah

Penguins: lol

Girls: shopping

Thong: pink

Death: =/

Spoons: rice

Responsibility: oh no..

Other Stuff

Ever gone skinny-dipping: Nope

Ever been out of the country: Yeap

Do you believe in God: Yeap

Do you believe in yourself: Of course! wouldnt be here if i didn't

Do you want to get married: Someday

Have you ever wanted to die: erm..

Have you seen someone die: Nope

Have you gone swimming in an ocean: Nah..i'm chicken!

Do you like Thunderstorms: Sometimes

Have you ever cried in public: When i was a kid throwing tantrums

How long does it take you to shower: Depends. Ranges from 15mins to 45mins

Do you Swear: Not anymore

Can you Sing: Yeap

What do you want to be when you Grow Up: mm..a creative

Ever been Drunk: nope

Play any sports: not anymore

Last movie you saw in the theater: Chicken Little

Last movie you rented: Hmm..

Country you would most like to Visit: Paris

What is your worst fear: Drowning

Favorite quote: hmm

Any regrets: Yup :)

Love Stuff

Are you single: No

If so, do you have someone in mind: -

If taken, by whom: :)

Personality traits you look for in the opposite sex: Confidence,Humorous,Easy going,bubbly

First thing you'd notice about the opposite sex: Eyes,Lips and then Butt

Would you prefer a good or bad boy or girl: good boy with tendencies to be bad

Have you kissed someone of the same sex: Nope

Would you date someone outside your race: Haha yea

Have you had your heart broken: yup

Have you knowingly broken someone else’s heart: yup

Have you ever been in love: :)

*D.O.M = dirty old man

2008-12-15T07:41:00.000-08:00

AIMLESS POST

I woke up at 6.45am. Bathed got ready n cabbed down to Alan's to STUDY. I got me a not so friendly driver who skidded a lot.
I think Alan's bent on feeding me till i get fat cos he bought me noodles for breakfast.
Anyways, watched this vcd about mishaps with animals. People getting bitten by sharks,crocodiles,whales.
I only started studying at 10+ when he fell asleep. Studied one chapter and decided to disturb him cos i was bored.
And! my lect finally email-ed me the exam tips. She sent it after i studied a chapter. N!! that chapter isn't even coming out for exam.
tsk! waste of my time la.
Left hougang ard 4,cabbed to JE,got wet in the rain and missed the bus which was right in front of me. seriously.
i duno what i was thinking luh.

me <3 beanie! (taken on bdae)

2008-12-10T04:14:00.000-08:00

my past few days..

sch---> hougang--> home

n i've realised..the taxi uncles are really friendly!!

one was weird though..too friendly lol

anw..hugeass pic of ME again!

me <3 beanie!

2008-12-02T04:45:00.000-08:00

guy: hey how old are u?

me: oh. i'm turning legal in a week!

guy: oh? 21?

me: nope! 18

guy: thought 21 is legal?

me: nah..21 is when u become adult. 18 is hello booze and cancer

guy: lol

anyways!! MY BIRTHDAY'S TOMORROW!

yay me!

2008-11-28T03:32:00.000-08:00

Graduation pics! 14 nov 08

Rushed down to school via cab. So on the expressway the taxi driver mumbled something that vaguely sounded like "Accident"

mum: Accident?!! where? ( cranes her neck out the window to get a glimpse )

me: TSK! kaypo Singaporean!

Got to school n i saw my bro so i told him bout mum n guess what he said..

Bro: Accident?! where? Got take down the license number anot?!

me: TSK! *walks away*

lol seriously luh..

Anw..this pic was while we were getting organised. Focus on cute Russian guy beside me. He's freaking tall =/

In the hall after i went on stage to get my scroll (red thing in my hand).

After ceremony pics

Mum

Bro

:D i just got my birthday clothes from F21 n a beanie from topshop!

yay me!

2008-11-25T02:16:00.000-08:00

Hello!

Been busy with school's 15th anniversary cos i was taking part in the fashion show. Picture heavy post again :D

Meet hot korean guy, Roy.

Me with the vietnamese girls. Don't know their names =x

Thailand girl, Sirada

Funny Filipino guy, Ian. Always makes me laugh till my cheeks hurt

Deepu n Charlotte (india)

OK! time to go~
cuzzies coming over!

will blog soon :D

2008-11-05T05:02:00.000-08:00

Joke of the day

i just finished writing a news script for radio.
So girl beside me was looking at me. i smiled at her n..

girl: ni duo da? ( You how big )

me: *looks down at boobs* *looks at girl* huh?

girl: no i mean how old are u?

me: oh..haha 18 next mth

2008-10-28T06:21:00.000-07:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

:) i had fun chatting with my hot teacher today lol

2008-10-27T05:00:00.000-07:00

I'm busy doing my storyboard for adverts :(
will update as soon as i get the motivation to upload the accumulated pics in my hp

till then..

A huge pic of my new dress ;)

ps. i hate it when things are so complicated :(

2008-09-16T08:08:00.000-07:00

Sorry peeps. Been busy with assignments n projects.
With that said..

This will be a visually enhancing post! pictures are dated from oldest first to latest :)

My not so new(worn twice alr) killer heels from C&K

At TCM while waiting for Adi to get meds

Me being the crazy girl that i am wore my killer heels to sch
Still in TCM =/ waiting n waiting

The long ago promised pics from shopping at Central
n chilling at Coffee Club
Adi's treat :D

View from Food court in Central where we wasted 2 hours
cos Adi decided to eat char kuay teow n smthg else

Coffee Club :)
K i got excited cos i was sitting next to a huge mirror
What else to do but take pics!

The Mango Cheesecake.
A lil too sour for my liking.
Liked the nuts though

Charlotte's alcoholic coffee lol

My Toffee Coffee + Adi's advertisement for CC

Adi's alcoholic coffee =/

And the treasures he found when he started digging

Hmm..think this was taken some time last week after our advertising presentation in Tiong Bahru Plaza's Mac. Adi was playing with his laptop n Charlotte was playing with her ice so i got bored n starting playing with
my lil orange buddy,henry!

The things i do when i get bored of studying.

1. Colour anything that is in black and white

2. Take before n after pics

Some self loving while i studied for my advertising paper :D

My new dress i bought from bugis junction :D

My advertising planning n management exam was EASY *big smiles*

2008-08-23T05:24:00.000-07:00

If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you
care?
If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something
happened, would you come?
If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours?

will blog bout the chilling session tmr :)

2008-08-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

Sch's great. Shopping tmr with classmates..at..CENTRAL!

lol i can alr see Kalai rolling his eyes

Why do i still think you'll have time for me

2008-08-20T06:41:00.000-07:00

I just found this conversation on msn btw me n Kalai from last month..

me: Hey! how do u put "i love to talk" in a nicer way?

Kalai: Hmm sociable? or good conversationalist or i good at crapping sia hahaha

me: haha i cant imagine someone writing their DPA thingy n going " eh cher! im good at crapping sia! my friends say i very funny LOR so u should pick me ah! *wink wink* "

Kalai: Hahahahaha! pick u for what la? u forming team ah?

me: =.= no. DPA is the direct poly admission thing! what is wrong with u man!

Kalai: ooohh. i duno wats DPA what

me: Keep up with times! read the paper! Ignorance isnt always bliss u know

Kalai: you and your young generation talk all. *strokes long flowing beard*

me: LOL! *looks at your shiny reflective head* WEAR A CAP! you're blinding me!

Kalai: sowwiee

me: its ok. im sorry i was mean to u oldie!

Kalai: hahaha its ok I'm wiser

me: but u're not street smart! u dont know where's central!

Kalai: I knowwwwwwwwww. Central is dhoby gaut all

me: NOoooooooooo! Central the mall u old man!

Kalai: wth who calls a mall Central

No he's not 50. although he seems like that. he's actually in his early twenties n gorgeous. interested girls can mail me your resumes. LOL! Kalai better thank me with a red psp n the black lamborghini k?! im increasing ur pool of female fans!

2008-08-19T08:38:00.000-07:00

On persuading a friend to stay online at 11.30pm

him: i is slping soon

me: why

him:tired~

me: pffttt! how can anyone get tired by lazing at home all day! u liar must be expecting a call from a hot girl right?!

him: no lah i went out LOL

me: oh. but still! u werent involved in any form of strenous activity what! so how can u be tired?!

him: erm..lazing is tiring

me: how can u leave me all alone with the internet?!what if i the porn sites tempt me?!what if i get into some scam with another fat pudgy super ugly guy?!what if the guys on my msn cyber rapes me?!OMG LA!

him: LOL rite~~ u shld discern darling it'll be good for u~ plus porn's not bad

me: u're so not a gentleman leaving a lady on the internet by herself

him: porn's not that bad

me: nah uh! thats what u say to make urself feel better,its bad for ur health

him: lol erm oook that might be partly true LOL

me: it is true!so all the more u should stay here n protect me!

him: but cannot la. i is sick

me: oh..then i guess i'll have to let u go n FEND FOR MYSELF in this harsh n unpredictable virtual world

him: aiya~ so sorry lah

Guess i'll have to work more on my persuasive skills =/

2008-08-18T06:12:00.000-07:00

YAY ME!

I started my first day of mass comm AND..

I've got a HOT teacher

Tall Dark n Handsome *big smiles*

So im paying alot more attention in class now

2008-08-05T08:13:00.000-07:00

last night on the phone...

h: hey i know this song!

me: huh?

h: its 5 minutes by MAH-DON-NA right!

me: lmao

h: what? why u laughing? its not 5 minutes meh?

me: no..its 4 minutes by madonna lol

he says the funniest things la!

n his latest quote is.."if u're a chicken act like a chicken! dont try to be a peacock!"

lol

2008-07-30T23:33:00.000-07:00

Im gonna go kill myself cos i've got nothing to wear!

ps i've got caucasian feet n h has caucasian assets lol

2008-07-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

Henry says:
dun drink too much tea wait yur leg wobble

lol someone please explain to me that theory!

2008-07-28T06:09:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS I THINKING?!

2008-07-11T01:27:00.000-07:00

hey! so today..being another friday,i went to sch for less than hour(self declared holiday). haha anw, the skies were really dark in the morning so by the time edmund picked me up it was raining cats n dogs. n i made his car wet oops?
Drove over to his place cos he needed to email some wedding stuff to his clients n also to bring his camera thingys for service. So, me being the hardworking girl that i am(NOT) did my assignments while i froze to death.It was so cold till i had to wear one of his jackets if not i'll develop frostbites n my nose will turn black n fall off.
and after that on the way to his car i got ATTACKED by a cockroach.Damn thing was trying to climb up my heels.Fat hope u dumb thing! so i jumped all over the place. embarrassing la =.= didnt know carpark can be infested by cockroaches.
Went over to the mcdonalds at my place n he got me my fav green tea! :)).Overpriced though. Same like the burgers they sell in sch =/ tuna+some vege+a few drops of mayo = $3. anyway, i wanted to eat in there but ended up eating in his car cos the place reeked of sweat.

k la..

TIME FOR THE OVERDUE PICS!

Slacking after business comm exam which was freaking easy! *big smiles*

When i was supposed to be studying..colorful right?!

Fancy a seat in the lift? dont worry u wont miss ur floor cos the doors open every floor (duh?)

and of cos pics of me!

Too much studying makes Vanessa look like an idiot

Shopping buddy!xoxo

n now my hair smells like ciggarettes :( ,edmund's car n his cologne. never let ur hair down when u're with a smoker

2008-07-10T04:22:00.000-07:00

In the paper today,tales of war and of waste

But you turn right over to the TV page.

2008-07-09T07:17:00.001-07:00

PEOPLE! all 3 of you!

i've stopped procrastinating to show u guys this! rmb mini me the midget from austin powers? anw! this is what his ex girlfriend had to say abt having sex with him

"I thought it would be fun to do it in the tub," she said. "Sadly I almost killed him. While Verne was watching TV I ran the bath, emptied a bottle of bubbles in it and called him in. But the bubbles were so thick and high that once he climbed in he got lost under the water and I couldn't see him."

LMAO

i know its mean to laugh la but i cant imagine losing someone in a bath tub under bubbles!

on a random-er note i wish i looked like kim kardashian lol

i miss you

2008-06-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY!

Tutorial day. went to sch marked attendance n took the assignments. then slacked in class till 10 n then went to tiong bahru plaza to meet kris :) . lol took the train and went to vivo. window shopping :)). n i saw this really nice clutch at F21! gonna go get it on tues. anw we went into river island n i picked out a shirt for him which costs $105 =x lol anw..he went to try it on n i was browsing through the shop n saw! a nice bag nice earrings n nice necklaces. after walking for like an hour we went in search of kfc cos he wanted to eat that. but it was freaking full so checked out the other restaurants and finally settled for pastamania. after lunch went walking ard vivo AGAIN. went into best cos we spotted pianos lol. then he played this song for me n i played a part of a song for him. then fir called.

me: hello
fir: eh im at harbourfront bitch
me: huh?
fir: im at harbourfront bitch
me: err..k..im at best where are u?
fir: the bitch! u know the bitch at harbourfrnt?
me: OH!! the bridge!

lol n i thought he missed me so much so he was calling me a bitch =x
haha went over to harbourfrnt centre to shop for a present for his darling. nth nice in hrbrfrnt ctr so we went over to vivo n i showed him the freaking nice clutch frm F21. then we went to RI n then to guess.n! fir said the lamest thing possible la.

me: hey let's go to guess
fir: guess what?
me: guess? the shop?
fir: guess what la
me: ...

lol seriously la.
n we were stuck there choosing between two things. in the end said he'll check it out at orchard with insan n fathil lol. n now i really miss the lame stuff we talked abt last yr :( aww.
then i called kris but..his mum got admitted in hospital so he rushed off :(
so..walked over to bus stop with FIR! n i left him talking on the phone to some girl.

I MISS BEING SEC 5!

lol but my sch's fun too la. this is what happened during one of our lessons

tcher: ma qun! explain what adi just said
ma qun: orh. *stares at the tcher*
tcher: adi explain again!
adi: *explains*
tcher: ok ma qun..repeat what he said
mq: orh. *stares at the tcher*
tcher: ok nvm! i think u dont understand adi's english. i'll ask yun lai to explain to u in china english
yl: *explains*
tcher: now can u tell me?
mq: orh. err...
adi: sotong from china
me: lmao

haha n the other day during break, we went dwn to the canteen n the guys were telling me that they found shit outside the toilet door n how the caucasian guy set shit on fire with zippo. n they were doing funny impersonations. lol i swear i laughed till i turned red la.fun times.

FIR! meet up again!! i miss ur nonsense!

2008-06-03T05:44:00.000-07:00

i've got pretty toes,pretty watch n pretty clothes! n new books for the boring train ride home cos mr kalai is away at camp.dumb ass. no one to laugh over silly things with, like how he was talking about banana instead of umbrella. im never gonna forget that!! lol n my face is slimmer now cos i was sick.AND!! my exam was soooooooooooooooooooooo easy *big smiles* n now im doing business communication which is so boring =/. well the only highlight of my lesson today was :

teacher: VANESSA! tell me what does it mean when u talk to ur boyfriend and he looks at the pretty girl walking past?

me: err..its time to look for a new boyfriend?

guy behind me: HAHAHAHAHAHA good one!

me: thanks

teacher: ya. so if all of you are like vanessa u can look for a new bf if not you can slap him.

me: ...

we were talking bout body language btw

and i just saw this.

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you’re always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

no pics today! lazy to upload ;)

2008-05-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
Then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes
And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

And I probably forgot to tell you this
Like that time when I forgot to tell you about the scar
Remember how uncomfortable that made you feel?
See you're not what I expected
But you're the only one who knows how to handle me
And you're such a great kisser and I know that you agree

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

I hope you can forgive me for that time
When I put my hand between your legs
And said it was small
Cuz its really not at all
I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down
Just to keep you around
Cuz the day that you realize how amazing you are
You're gonna leave me

You're the only one who
Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

Exactly what I mean

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground

2008-05-15T05:01:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

I met Max after school today n i realised..italians/caucasians are treated with special attention or are excused for something which would normally make ppl get pissed. I went into NTUC with max to buy the newspaper n fruit juice for us. n the cashier greeted him like this...

cashier: hi sir. is that all?
max: yea
------punches in the items----
max: *hands her a 50 dollar note for a bill of $2*
cashier:*happily takes it*
max: thanks
cashier: thanks
max: thanks
cashier: thanks
max: thank you. bye
me:*arches eyebrow*

no one called me maam before ok?! well its not like i wanna be addressed like that though.n whenever i hand a $50 note for something less than $5 the cashier will keep asking if i have small change.ok another incident which leads me to think that italians/caucasians treated better. he was crossing at the traffic light when the light was red n cars stopped for him. no one honked or yelled at him. n drivers usually get pissed when ppl cross the road like that. n when he looked at the drivers they just look down. the horror!

and! i heard max speaking in italian. so sexy luh :(( wish i could speak like him.

2008-05-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

Its another one of those days.

TGIF!

i need my petite hunk

2008-05-08T04:10:00.000-07:00

He said Hey Sister.
It's really really nice to meet ya.
I just met this 5 foot 7 guy who's just my type.
I like the way he's speaking his confidence is picking.
Don't like his baggy jeans but Im a like what's underneath them.
And no I aint been to MIA
I heard that Cali never rains and New York heart awaits. First let's see the west end.
I'll show you to my brethren.
I'm liking this American Boy. American Boy

so today..after sch met henry at the bus stop n we went window shopping at tiong bahru plaza. lol he's hilarious la! went to BK for lunch. the speed he eats at is amazing. lol ok so here's a funny conv with him. he's petite lol.

henry: short guys are called petite
me: no..short girls are petite n short guys are just SHORT
henry: EH! so rude la!

haha seriously la whenever he goes EH! so rude! i just lmao. haha so we slacked ard till about 2.30 n i went home. lonely train ride luh..but! lucky i've got my music *big smiles*

im in too deep. ilu hun

2008-04-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

So just did my first exam! think i can get a distinction *big smiles* 3 more business modules before i get to take my dip in mass comm! so met mum after exam n went to eat ljs :)). then went to ICA to replace her ic. n decided to go to bugis to do window shopping. n mum brought me into dorothy perkins n tempted me with this uber nice pair of earrings n bangle. then she went..i think i buy it for u next week la. too expensive =/. so went to BHG n i ended up buying these! tell me it looks nice please.

i want those earrings from dorothy perkins!
buy me those n i might just ............. you. lol

2008-04-22T08:13:00.000-07:00

A few Sundays back after church..this happened lol

aww..

and he carried this cute boy off from the drum set just so that he could...

take a pic with it =/ couldnt it wait?!

ignore my pale face n idiotic hair. din blow dry it that day hence..the kuku look lol

bye! till the next update.

2008-04-05T06:40:00.000-07:00

I've started school! The perks of studying in an international sch? i get to ogle at the cute caucasian guys! n a few uber cute korean guys with big eyes. I can already see henry trying to strangle me =x.lol ok. anw..sch's good! not cos of the guys..they're a minor part of why sch's good lol. sch's from 9-12 which leaves me lots of time after to study(hmm..) n go shopping! lol the teacher's good too. something bad happened on mon..went shopping with mum n grandma at lil india. so i bought a scarf and went on to buy a new pair of heels at the arcade there. so i chose one n my mum was trying on hers. so after that she paid and we left. took a long bus ride home =/. then at the bus stop near my blk my mum started diggin her bag la. n i was tired so i just sat there then my mum told me she lost her wallet which has like 5 atm cards including mine n her ic + cash n other stuff la. so i was worried. came home n told henry. n he was such a darling :) he went down to the shop to look for it but the shop's closed. so the nxt morning rushed dwn to lil india n asked the shop lady if she'd seen it n she said no. n she called her friend n started whispering abt the wallet. which made me conclude that she stole the wallet. lol. k then went to make a police report..n went to the banks to collect replacement cards. started sch on wed. im the only singaporean in my class besides the teacher lol. n went shopping for a new bag after that. saw one i liked but din buy. thurs went shopping at metro cos mum has $100 voucher. bought 2 dresses 1 top n heels! i can already hear henry asking me not to be vain n wear that out. it makes no sense to buy heels n not wear them when u go out. that should give u guys an idea on how weird henry is! and of cos..i'll end with MY PICS.

2008-03-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

YAY ME! im gonna do mass comm n im starting sch on TUES! x))

2008-03-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

the day my cute lil cousins came over!

there's caleb attempting to do a breakdance :)

joline primping before taking a pic lol

n...there u go! a nice but slanted pic..im just too lazy to edit :((

2008-03-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

lol i sent a music clip to my friend as requested n he said his comp said..

Too Many Fruits Will moisturize you... says:
the file you are attempting to play has an extension that does not match the file format

Too Many Fruits Will moisturize you... says:
playing the file may result in unexpected behaviour

yes UNEXPECTED BEHAVIOUR. so im wondering if the computer would start shaking violently or maybe rotating in midair. oh or maybe it would emit funny noises n burst into flames before dissapearing. cool stuff!

ps. i should really stop watching criss angel n david blaine

2008-03-07T05:12:00.000-08:00

hey i can type here! omg! lol

hello~ n thats my freaking pretty bedsheet now! *big smiles*
henry says he's gonna buy me paragon and f21 so everytime i go shopping there i'll just have to flash my privilege card lol. oh n some other evita smthg shop. ok so went to suntec city a few weeks back for the career n education fair. n i wore heels lol..crazy..i know but i couldnt resist..it looked so pretty staring at me from the shoe box. k so anw..i walked..n walked..n walked..so by the time i finished walking i already had 2 blisters. n i took another LONG walk to the mrt station before standing in it for ages n i reached home with 5 blisters. so i was telling mr henry bout my unfortunate incident n he went..
henry: so whats the moral of the story?
me: erm i duno? only wear heels when i go out with henry?
henry: no! guess again
me: erm..i duno la just say
henry: aiyah! dont be vain la!
me: okayy..but it looked so pretty!
henry: but then at the end of the day u suffer.so can u tell me the moral of the story again?
me: wear heels when i go out with henry
henry: no! repeat after me! dont be vain!
me: ... dont be vain

seriously la he's that lame =x n after talking to him for so long..he says im becoming more n more like him. dont know if i should take it as a compliment or insult lol. n i finally got me a new phone! anw let me introduce u guys to mr X n miss Y.
mr X likes miss Y so they went into a relationship. n they were forced to break up cos miss Y's parents found out. so about a month later..miss Y decided she wanted mr X back n she went to his house n cried to his mum. n his mum said they could get back together only if she left her parents. n miss Y still calls mr X to chat. but now mr X likes another girl and he talks to her with a clipped tone but she still doesnt mind n she still calls mr X everyday. so am i the only one who thinks she has to back off n get on with life?
n no..miss Y is not me =/

2008-02-15T06:32:00.000-08:00

henry: u know why guys must have nice butts?

me: so they'll look good from the back?

henry: no la! so they'll look good in jeans HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! ( he said everything at once)

me: uh.......*stun* oh er..thanks

Baby this situation's driving me crazy
I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is so damaged,
And you can blame the one before

2008-02-03T06:17:00.000-08:00

dad: what u eating?

mom: ang ku kueh

dad: huh? hantu kueh?

2008-01-18T00:33:00.000-08:00

LIES. everything u told me were jus lies.

i wish i had nvr met you so i wouldnt be fooled.

n yes im talking bout u.

2008-01-14T04:11:00.000-08:00

ok so today was great! minus the puffy eyes n rudolph like nose in the morning lol. easily hidden by my oversized shades xD a worthy investment!
so woke up in the morning n got ready for work.took the quite close to sardine jam packed together train to raffles n went to braddell. n i was so so so happy cos the escalator was finally working. x) im in love wit my mp4~ my companion during my long journey in the morning. evening i have frens to crap on the fone wit me! xp.
had a total of 6 calls the whole day compared to the 1st day when i had close to a hundred callers. then msn-ed with samuel n i gave him the hotline no. so he called my colleague n asked abt the mypaper before asking my colleague to hold on. ya n samuel hung up la leaving my colleague confused. so he was staring at his computer for like a min before shaking his head n returning to his chat on msn lol.i swear he had the funniest expression! ernest decided to cheer me up in the middle of the day by suggesting we go for a drive after i finish work cos his nxt appt was only at 8.30pm.
fast forward to 5pm. ernest picked me up at the gate n we headed to kent ridge park. cos he wanted to show me some nice places to make me feel betta :) lol once we drove in i labelled it eerie cos it looked misty. kinda mysterious feel and also cos i saw a grand total of 3 people n 2 dogs. i told ernest n he went like..

ern: =.= its raining my dear of cos there's no one.
me: oh wadeva still eerie!

....after awhile..

me: HEY! i think if i ever need to shoot a horror film i'll come here
ern: then u betta thank me for giving u inspiration
me: rolls eyes. u think they have monkeys here?
ern: its raining! how'd u see them?
me: u ever seen one before?
ern: --silence--

lol that was roughly wad he said la but yea but it looks really nice n scenic esp after the heavy rain.headed to jurong hill after that. i cant believe that i've nvr gone there. i've stayed in jurong for 17 yrs n i've nvr been there! then we drove n drove n drove..n drove..n drove....k la im exaggerating it was jus a 10 mins drive to the "suicide tower" lol. thats wad i call it cos i said if i ever nid to film a suicide scene i'll go to that tower lol. but the tower overlooks the whole of taman jurong n can also c jurong island :) hahas we went up to the er peak? n we saw an eagle! then i made some decisions n late new year's resolution while looking at everything frm the suicide tower. we stayed till like 6+ before heading home.
hahas n now im super high cos that feeling of the wind in my hair n the atmosphere was so beautiful. even though my hair smacked me on the cheeks a few times =x din manage to take any pics tho. din bring my cam :(
thanks ernest :) xoxo

oh n class 95 is kinda funny lol

2008-01-03T02:54:00.000-08:00

ok! im back to blog again. lol..this is what happened in the evening

Vanessa -100% original- says:
wizo wizo wizo!!

wizo. meh. says:
hellllo!

Vanessa -100% original- says:
hey...

wizo. meh. says:
how are you?

Vanessa -100% original- says:
do u have a violin?

Vanessa -100% original- says:
im good

wizo. meh. says:
haha nope i don't

Vanessa -100% original- says:
jus act like u playing it k?!

Vanessa -100% original- says:
cos im gonna tell u my sob story!

wizo. meh. says:
hahaa errr

wizo. meh. says:
ok sure

Vanessa -100% original- says:
=.= how cum i dun hear/see the violin??

wizo. meh. says:
*plays the violin*

Vanessa -100% original- says:
ok...so i was feeling bored! n i rmbed i liked the songs by parking lot pimp

Vanessa -100% original- says:
an sg band

Vanessa -100% original- says:
so i listened to it on imeem

Vanessa -100% original- says:
n i felt SOOOOOOOO happy!!

Vanessa -100% original- says:
so then! i wanted to dl it

wizo. meh. says:
hahaha

Vanessa -100% original- says:
but....*teary eyed*

Vanessa -100% original- says:
i cant find it!!!!!!!!!!

Vanessa -100% original- says:
how can they not have good music?!!

Vanessa -100% original- says:
*sobs*

Vanessa -100% original- says:
ok..end of sob story! u can stop making a racket with ur violin alr

wizo. meh. says:
haha ok

wizo. meh. says:
*throws the violin away*

rich guy =/ can just throw the violin away. fellow music lovers! pls feel free to hate him =x

2008-01-02T23:54:00.000-08:00

its time i updated lol..
ok my new years resolution: have more patience this year n do my best in whatever course(mass comm) i get into.

ytd..woke up ard 1.20 then bathed n got ready to go out. went to posb n saw the freaking long queue which extended to out of posb =.= . so stood there w/o any patience(oops?) while mum went to the bank. so she came back after 10 mins n she queued so i went out n chatted on the fone with matt. so he was talking bout this minimart guy who gave him a huge plastic bag for a tiny lighter lol. wonder which idiot would want a big bag for his lighter. nvr heard of save the earth?! yea so anw was chatting abt random stuff when the topic turned to his sports car.the only rx8 or was it 7 to have smthg in singapore.lol cant rmb cos i was tuning out alr. n that the person who's buying it still hasnt got his insurance so matt is still driving his car ard. yea but we hung up after 15mins :( . went to lakeside after that to top up my card n met my bro.lol yea anw after that took a bus home. then i was flipping thru the nyp choices mag when i saw a course i liked! kinda nervous bout getting the results.which ppl are saying will b coming out on the 24th or 25th of this mth.

hey babe! the red part's dedicated to u lol arent i a gd gf =x

2007-12-27T23:21:00.000-08:00

im in love wit the singer from EIC! =x dun worry matt ilu more lol
anw tis song is this xmas by EIC. enjoy :)

2007-12-20T23:36:00.000-08:00

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING ASAP!! :((

2007-12-05T04:25:00.000-08:00

i was bored so... :)

You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince)

You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments.
You know how to steal the spotlight...
And how to act out to get your way.

People around you know that you're good for a laugh.
But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone.
Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

2007-11-30T21:33:00.000-08:00

my latest buys~ lol so anw been shopping my butt off since o levels ended. n i still havent found a job. oh n bought 3 colour contacts on thurs together with the dresses cos my bdae's on mon :)) finally gonna be 17. not much to celebrate but im a yr older. *big smiles* oh n i jus made creme brulee. quite nice for a noob =x i'll try to blog more often

u're not MR HOTSHOT u're just another face in the crowd so deal with it :)

2007-10-11T21:43:00.000-07:00

i've mastered mole concept! yay me~ xD o levels are ard the corner n im not the least worried lol.

Maybe I can see us moving like that.
Maybe I can see us touching like that.
Baby I can see us kissing like that.

2007-10-10T21:34:00.000-07:00

You Should Play the Piano

You are a true music aficionado who loves many musical style and eras.
You find music to be an escape. And you'd like to be relaxed and comfortable when you're making it.

You're very innovative, and you have a unique way of knowing what may sound beautiful.
There's a strong possibility that you could compose some of your own work songs quite easily.

While you have a lot of creative energy, you are also serious and conscientious.
Your musical talent needs time, practice, and lots of privacy to flourish.

Your dominant personality characteristic: your painstaking attention to detail

Your secondary personality characteristic: your natural tendency to be whimsical

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

lol smwhere near the keyboard i guess.. didnt go to sch today cos i was sneezing my nose out n now i look n feel like rudolph :( the third time in four weeks..yea n now im hooked on the song apologise :) oh yea..was talkin on the phone while i went to buy the paper n porridge..so i checked my phone calendar cos i was sure it was wednesday today..n then to double check i asked my fren on the fone n he said its thursday n tat my flu has made me stupid =.= n then i still didnt believe him so i went into ntuc n looked at the date on the newspaper lol

2007-10-09T01:45:00.000-07:00

Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose

You see love as something that should be light, fun, and whimsical.
People fall in love with you easily. And you tend to fall out of love easily!
You express your love through attention and shared experiences. You love people more than they realize.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

aww~lol.
anw spent the past few weeks whacking my science tys. n i've kinda neglected my maths lol oh well tuition's tmr so i'll get a chance to be reacquainted with my maths tys xD yea so people walk in n out of your lives..some are good n the some are just a plain waste of time. oh and my bestie is simply lovely! lol..n we might b meeting up tmr for a "keep your pencils sharp" drink as he always says or as i call it..a pre O levels drink. speaking bout O levels..15 more days left to it :( n nxt wk's the practical..oh well..its time to go back to studying..oh and the lyrics to the current song in my blog..

Artist: OneRepublic
Album: OneRepublic
Year: 2006
Title: Apologize

Print
Correct

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

2007-09-18T18:56:00.000-07:00

You Can Change Your Life

You've probably already improved your life a great deal, and you're no stranger to change.

You're able to make very difficult changes in your life. It's all about state of mind.

And even if you have some trouble changing, you're smart enough to get support or take a different approach.

So go ahead and dare to make things better. You know you can do it!

well i just viewed my blog n decided i had to update lol maths paper 2 was ok..just that i didnt study much so i cant ans 2-3 questions. so anw..went to riverwalk for tuition n i was unusually quiet cos i had a sore throat n alice thought i was shy cos there's a guy =.= like that'd ever happen.guys arent that special wad =/ oh well.. so anw after that the glorious smells of long john's wafted to me. n i was so tempted till i remembered i had..a sore throat.such a bummer.took bus to bugis n train-ed home.

well im so over you :)

2007-09-10T20:26:00.000-07:00

5 things in the bag:
- wallet
- hp
- mp3
- lip balm/gloss
- mirror/comb

5 things in wallet:
- ez-link
- IC
- neoprints
- cards
- cash/coins

5 favourite things at your home:
- my keyboard!
- computer
- tv
- wardrobe
- hmms..my shoes?
5 things i want:
- more shopping
- more shoes
- find out which course i really wanna go to =.=
- a new keyboard. korg of cos~
- more bags~

5 things you are doing now:
- msn-ing
- listening to new songs
- waiting
- surfing
- wishing he'd go away! lol

ok..tagged by xy. i did some studying last night! yay vanessa! did my poa tys n found out..im just too careless.past few days were a blur so cant really rmb much except..there was a weird keyboardist in chuch who kept smiling at me. so i concluded that he's weird cos he still continued smiling even after i mouthed the word wierdo at him while staring.lol. that was great fun cos he didnt understand n he mouthed back huh? lol. anw..tuition at riverwalk ltr..
i shall blog another day~

2007-08-24T06:34:00.000-07:00

The Blog Keeping Rules
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post there rules.
At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged and to read your blog8 facts/habits about me

1. i love green tea
2. i cant live w/o music
3. my cheeks are crying cos john pinched them just now =/
4. i duno what course to go to :(
5. spanish guys are CUTE!
6. i hate weirdos n rude people
7. my love rocks! :)
8. i want that jacket on his back!

8 peeps? nah i'll skip..anyone who wants to do this, knock yourselves out!

so anw..met Damien for dinner at mac =/ im being spoilt by him. i dun wanna become fat Damien!! stop influencing me to eat fast food!! Dumbo. i shall blog again soon! xD

oh and another survey..wait nvm cant find it in xy's blog..hmms..

2007-07-09T04:04:00.000-07:00

im back! been too busy revising n stuffs. so anyway today was boring cos xy didnt come! :( so met ws at mama shop in da morn b4 goin to hall to sit in our pri sch like arrangement =/ so..dr thuraisingam shared some chants with us which i used resourcefully during assembly. xD spent 1 hr catching up on my slp before studying. student council investiture was FUN cos i decided to disturb huda by blocking her view n ws joined me by being the look out. ( ws: u're so bad!! grow up can?! =x ) yea..so i looked at huda n said she was sitting like tua pek kong n ws started laughing like hell. then!! i used the chants we learnt in the morning ( i was revising)..so i sat like huda n started chanting : its raining raining raining hard! its falling falling falling on my head. smart eh! so after sch went to mobil to meet mum. took 99 to her friend's place. n i saw huda! lol she smiled at me which is so surprising n sad also cos i already prepared to stare at her. my efforts were wasted :( yea so anw..cabbed home n now here i am completing the EL compo on asean.

i know how much u love me but im having mixed feelings..perhaps i dun like the way u are in front of your friends but i'd rather u stop putting on a different masks in front of different people..am i with the true you or just one of ur masks?

2007-06-29T10:40:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-06-19T07:06:00.000-07:00

hey~ tis song is la tortura by shakira n its spanish btw.
so the translated lyrics are..

Ay my gypsy
Save the poetry
Save the happiness for you
I'm not asking that every day be sunny
I'm not asking that there be a party every Friday
Nor do I ask you to come back begging forgiveness
If you're crying with dry eyes,
Speaking about her

Oh my love, it hurts so much
It hurts so much
That you left without saying a word
Oh my love, losing you was torture
I know I haven't been a saint
But I can make it up to you
Man doesn't live on bread alone
Nor do I live on excuses
We only learn from mistakes
And today I know my heart is yours
Better save that for yourself
Take that bone to some other dog
And let's say goodbye

I can't ask winter to spare a rose bush
I can't ask an elm tree to bear pears
I can't ask the eternal of a mere mortal
And go about casting thousands of pearls before swine
Oh my love, it hurts so much
It hurts so much
That you no longer trust my promises
Oh my love, losing you has been torture

Listen, baby, don't you go

Listen, baby, don't get angry
From Monday to Friday you have my love
Give Saturday to me and you'll be better off
Listen baby, don't punish me anymore
Without you, out there I have no peace
I'm just a repentant man
I'm the bird that returns to its nest

Better save it for someone foolish enough to believe you and say Goodbye

Oh after all I've done for you
It was such a torture to lose you
It hurts me so that it's like this
Keep on crying sorry
I…
I'm not going
To cry over you

xD tis song rocks!

2007-06-06T20:35:00.000-07:00

Whats your middle name?
- dont have one

How big is your bed?
- queen size

What are you listening to right now?
- chc-sanctuary

What are the last 4 digits in your
cellphone number?
- why'd u ask?

What was the last thing you ate?
- honey n oats bar

Last person you hugged?
- cant rmb?

How is the weather right now?
- sunny

Who was the last person you talked to
on the phone?
- bro

What is the first thing u notice in the
opposite sex?
- eyes

Favorite type of Food.
- the sinful chocolatey kind xD

Do you want children?
- too early to decide

do you drink?
- only during occasions

Ever get so drunk you don't remember
the entire night?
- nope..i drink in moderation x)

hair colour?
- black

Eye colour?
- black

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
- contacts

Favorite holiday?
- sch hols?

Favorite Season?
- hmms

Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
- yup

Last Movie you Watched?
- for one night

What books are you reading?
- wicked beauty by susan lewis

Piercings?
- ear

Favorite Movie?
- dont have one?

Favorite college football Team?
- =/

What were you doing before filling
this out?
- chatting wit friends

Any pets?
- nope

Dogs or cat?
- if i had one which i already mentioned i dont have one it would b a dog!

Favorite Flower?
- favourite choc??

Have you ever loved someone?
- yea

Who would you like to see right now?
- hmms..my niece?

Have you ever fired a gun?
- nope

Do you like to travel by plane?
- nvr travelled by plane

Right-handed or Left-handed?
- right

If you could go to any place right now
where would you go?
- rome

Are you missing someone?
- nope

Do you have a tattoo?
- nope

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday
mornings?
- sometimes

Are you hiding something from someone?
- yes

ARE YOU 18?
- no

WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR PC?
- beach?

DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
- nope

FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS
MORNING?
- yay! im going shopping!

GRILLED OR FRIED?
- fried

WHAT MAkES u uniQue??
- everything

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
- nope

FAVORITE HANGOUT?
- hmms

3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
- music,friends n family

FAVORITE SONG?
- where are you by natalie

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
- drowning

ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
- both

WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
- sasa..chocolate..diva(so claimed MR TOOT)

LAST PERSON WHO CALLED YOU?
- cant remember

WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME?
- doesnt have one

WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME?
- doesnt have one

STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD
TAKE ONE THING?
- my keyboard! to practise my songs etc

WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER?
- starhub n singtel

first THING you'll save in a fire?
- besides my family...my keyboard

Whats your favorite color?
- white..pink..blue

WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE
WITH YOU?
- wallet,comb,mirror,lip balm

WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE
A KID?
- hmms im not that old

WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE
CLOCK TURNS 11:11?
- i'd b watching miami ink!

THE COLOR of YOUR BEDSHEEt?
- pink

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU
GO TO BED?
- tomorrow will be better =)

CHOOSE 5 PEOPLE TO COMPLETE THIS
- xin yi,wei sze,tendious,FIRDAUS J n aiyah n whoever who wants to do it =x

ps: my lashes are REAL! do not attempt to pull them out! it causes me great pain!! =.=

2007-05-30T06:11:00.001-07:00

simple yet sweet.courtesy of him xD

i look up at the sky
my heart start to sigh
i envy the shining star
i miss my darlin vanessa

i took a stroll in the park
wishing i could have your hug
i heaved a deep sigh
wishing you were by my side.

so..met xy n ws at bus stop b4 goin to the coffeeshop to eat. xy ate i drank ws played wit hp. i saw a ugly cat wit greyish green patches..so i concluded tat it had HIV =x lol went to mama shop to buy my <3green tea after tat before heading to sch..n then..3hrs + of chem den played vball!! n my erm wrist is kinda swollen lol
oh well emerge! tmr wit wei sze!! 1st train here i come! i'll be deprived of sleep tmr so dont irritate me!
prelims in like 2 mths n i have tons to study!
ok~ time to go back to the humanities hmwrk..blog again tmr :)

2007-05-22T03:48:00.000-07:00

smthg is wrong wit blogger =/ we have a new poa teacher called mr chuah! he looks like a frog btw ( oops?) lol anw..didnt listen to wad he was saying i'd rather learn myself..and i passed 2 out of the 6 subs..n i tink i failed english..blardy compre made me lose marks oh well..after school went to the sony ericsson svc ctr wit wei sze. it was boring but..lucky i had ws to entertain me~ xD then went to giant..looked for anything but cant find so i made ws close her eyes n brought her a can of sarsi..kinda same as anything u dont noe it till u taste it or in my case till u see it lol lame i noe..but have to pass time xp n!!
xy ps-ed me!=x

time to go study maths :(

2007-05-15T09:56:00.000-07:00

i tink im getting old :( second time i forgot my ps =/ oh well being old has its benefits too! up to a $1000 of the gst thingy (so claimed daniel ong) xD anw..tis new song is say ok by vanessa anne hudgens..
so..about the exams..dun tink i'll do well for chem n maths so..cant stop studying =/ such a bore..smthg to look forward to NOT..blog again soon..getting sleepy lol..hopefully i wont forget my ps again =/

wish me luck for the results :( im dreading monday

2007-04-07T08:08:00.000-07:00

yeah!! new song xD
wasnt able to update daily cos of all the vocal trainings n keyboard practises + been reading two very interesting books by susan lewis-vengeance n stolen beginnings very scandalous n captivating.. :) oh well have to improve my english. n i've been shopping alot lately..n wads worse is they're not things i needed jus bought them on impulse..took a quiz lately n guess wad im a SHOPAHOLIC n im spending too much..sounds like wad my would parents tell me =/
blog another time i guess have to go practise my songs for tmr

I LOVE MY LIFE!